Monday, August 03, 2009
Friday: Meet Celeste. Stayed at Classic. I don't know what it is like to scold someone anymore. I don't feel normal. I don't like being the now me. I don't get angry easily. These 7 months made me so nice like the worse person I ever been to is Malek. Don't take advantage of me. You know you still owe me an apology.Saturday: Tournament. T at PP. Met Debra. Saw F. Play pool. Home. Mahjong.
Sunday: Tournament. H at Katong. Home.
I spent half of my weekends on the tournament. Rather boring but I think I learnt quite alot from them. Met new people. Know something, they have Time Crisis Machine there 9 lives, 1 buck. Fucking pissed off with S. I hate people who are late men.
And also I became sick over the weekends with tongue ulcers and flu. I feel better now after staying at home for 1 whole fucking day. I dreamt of F again. When I never think of him, he appear in my dreams. Its as though he is haunting me.
This dream starts from in class. I was checking my web mail. Happen to be that there is a concert and the girl performing is damn hot. Some IG thingy I think. Then Weiyang shouted "support me ah I going to be inside the booth". I was like "ya okay!" Then I went down with one girl and one guy which I believed they are my future classmates. Then I know they were running, and I said I was tired. Then he carried me and I saw Weiyang sitting in the booth like a retard. Haha, then I saw fats. His dressing damn weird. Grey t-shirt, first time. Then we were watching the concert. He came and talk to me. Then I think we started playing or something. Then Mum called and spoiled my beautiful dream.
Sigh, Mum still doesn't understand that I am sick. Yes I am not down with high fever and like as though I am going to die but I'm down with running nose and my head hurts so bad. Sigh, I was supposed to be superwoman. I hate to be sick. Its when you are most vulnerable and you feel that nobody actually cares.
I miss F still but I think I have an mild crush on somebody. Hehe
ACCEPTANCE 6:58 AM
